Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Best Friend

I've never been so sad in my life before. The minute my friend left me, I did my best to hold back my tears. As we bid each other farewell, my heart started throbbing. It was an uncomfortable feeling and I didn't want her to leave. She's not coming back for sure and today was perhaps the last time I would ever see her again. This girl was the best person I have ever met through out my first year of college. I feel very content and happy when I am around her. She shed light on my life and made me feel happy at times when I am depressed. I miss you, Sharon!

Monday, January 4, 2010

My ups and downs

So today I had priory registration for my classes, but unfortunately, my financial aid was on hold. I couldn't register for classes and I was pretty upset. Aside from that, I checked my grade for my Chinese class and to my surprise, I got a B minus in the class. It never occurred to me that I would get such a surprising grade. All this time I thought I had done horrible in that class, thinking I would get a failing grade to match up with my failure. I was surprised and happy. I quickly grabbed my phone and called up my sister to tell her my bad and good news. I underestimate my ability too much because I have always kept that failed mind set. Next semester, there's no doubt I will push myself to the limits and possibly carry a better mind set.=)

Saturday, October 3, 2009

=[

where is the man of my dream? i'm tired of being a lonely soul. where is he? when will he come into my life? i need somebody to love me and help me live life. i'm so sad. =[

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Asians with Hooded Eyelids

First off, I would like to point out that not every Asian has slanty eyes but rather "hooded". Hooded eyelids are two lids that are not prominent. I have hooded eyelids and it's making me insecure. I can never apply on eye makeup without encountering any sort of problem . I'm tired, and i just want to look good in eye makeup!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Makeup Whores

Britney Spears needs makeup to lift up her saggy face.Without the use of beauty products she looks as if she had fallen off the ugly tree and hit every branch.The point I am trying to get across is that make up ruins your skin. It leaves you with a dim face. If you are afraid of looking like Bitchney Spears, take my advice and limit your use of make up! You don't need to slap on a ton of make up on the daily basis to look attractive. However, if your insecurity has led you to use "such" beauty products to enhance your beauty for maybe a little self-esteem boost, then that's your personal choice. But as for me, I would rather get plastic surgery to look pretty and to save me time in applying on shitload of make up. And for those who are against plastic surgery, fuck off! Yeah, that's right. I'm tired of people saying that plastic surgery is fake. If plastic surgery is fake, then wearing make up isn't fake? You people need to cogitate your stance. What we fucking do to look pretty is our personal choice. I'm writing this blog in combat to those bitches who say that plastic surgery is fake, when clearly they too are superficial terrifying people who go though a ton of make up! Hahah, ironic and hypocritical much? Well, in this world there are so many of these hypocrites!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Check this out!

I got these funny quotes from Mr. Bomphray's blog!

"Nothing quite makes me squirm like a fresh hickey on an adolescent neck."

"Ugh. I hate hickeys."

"They are the teenage equivalent of dog piss. They say, “Mine.”"

"I’m about to tell you a story that will make your pulse quicken, your armpits moisten, and your nipples harden"

hahahahah, just thought Id share this! no hard feelings, right Bomphray? =P I read some of your stories. They were hilarious!

Monday, April 13, 2009

Motivation

I had given up on everything at one point in life. I couldn't break down the barriers that restrained me from taking manageable steps toward accomplishment. My pillow would always soak in tears in the middle of the night. I was going through a sad phrase and no one was there for me. I felt alone and trapped in the dark, but I told myself that life goes on. One night as I was lying in my bed, I suddenly thought about my successful cousin, whom I had always admired.I cried profusely and ran straight to the bathroom. In there, I starred in the mirror for ten minutes until my eyes were tired. I finally took a deep breath and with the thought of my cousin still lingering in my mind, I said," If he can do it, then I can do it, too!" Just like that, I was able to conclude that life is about picking yourself up and stepping up to the game instead of falling into the quagmire in which you are doomed to failure or distress!