Motivation

I had given up on everything at one point in life. I couldn't break down the barriers that restrained me from taking manageable steps toward accomplishment. My pillow would always soak in tears in the middle of the night. I was going through a sad phrase and no one was there for me. I felt alone and trapped in the dark, but I told myself that life goes on. One night as I was lying in my bed, I suddenly thought about my successful cousin, whom I had always admired.I cried profusely and ran straight to the bathroom. In there, I starred in the mirror for ten minutes until my eyes were tired. I finally took a deep breath and with the thought of my cousin still lingering in my mind, I said," If he can do it, then I can do it, too!" Just like that, I was able to conclude that life is about picking yourself up and stepping up to the game instead of falling into the quagmire in which you are doomed to failure or distress!

I don't give a flying fuck!

I don't give a rat's ass about maintaining a good relationship with my high school friends. I don't give a rat's ass about high school and this stupid teenage life! Once I'm out of Tennyson, I will step into my adulthood. Im out, yo. I'm finally out of high school! Good bye and fuck the memories! Lol,good riddance.

Twinky

A twinky is yellow on the outside and white on the inside. This term is used on any Asian who is White-washed. When I took a "banana" quiz on Facebook, my results were that I am more of a twinky than a fob. I was shocked at seeing this because at school people would call me a fob.It never occurred to me that one day I would transform into a twinky. Hell, my "Engrish" isn't great either. How could I possibly be a twinky?!! To be called a twinky is an insult to me. I don't really communicate with White people because my command of the English language is minimal and I feel intimidated when I speak bad grammar in front of them. =/ Haha... I know, right? I have a lot of Asian friends but very few White friends. In fact, I think my only White friend is Sara. Sara is cool though.We've been pals since 7th grade and even though there were times when we fought.... we were able to patch our quarrels up.;)Anyway, a twinky is confused with his or her cultural identity. I'm not. I stay in touch with my cultural roots. ^_^V

Emo Kids

Emo Kids are pathetic and emotional! These losers lead an abnormal life because they think that they are so "different" from everyone else. A good majority of them take antidepressant drugs because they hate "life" and would rather wallow in self-pity. hahahahahhahaha! Emo stands for emotional. Hence these sensitive bitches call themselves EMO. *Ahem EMO KIDS!* all have one thing in common, they like to complain about life and say that no one understands them. These "lonely" souls like to alienate themselves from society and hide in the dark corner where nobody sees them. The posers who claim to be emo try to make their lifestyles dramatic by writing meaningless poems and cutting their wrists. When asked to be in pictures emo kids would cover one side of their face with their hair and pose for the camera. Lmfaooooooooooooooo! Hot Topic is one their favorite stores to shop at because their clothes are supposedly "unique" and "different". Emo boys are pussies while emo girls are rebellious little bitches."Mood" and "apathetic" these words are overused in their diaries and poems.Ultimately, I can go on ranting about how lame emo kids are, but since I figure that most of you are already pissed off reading this blog..... I will end it here for your emo sake. ;]


Johnxxcore: Dude so how's life?
KristianxXx: I don't know man,no one understands me.
Johnxxcore: I feel the same way, Kristian.
KristianxXx: Let's both cut ourselves.
Johnxxcore: Okay, but which razor should I use?
KristianxXx: Use the one from last time, since it's sharper.

Journey to The West

Desecration Smile - 01. Red Hot Chili Peppers

Back Then

Back in elementary, I was picked on a lot. People thought I was a push-over, so they picked on me. I remember waiting outside of my classroom because my teacher came late to school and a group of tall bitches towered over me, calling me names. One bitch said I couldn't dress and her friends laughed with her. Surprisingly,I didn't take those bitches seriously at the time because I know that later on in life I will be at the top of the social ladder while those low life bitches remain below the ladder kissing my feet. I have been called "weird," "short","crazy", and "ugly". Those words hurt me and they still do. Only mean people who would stoop low named calls because if you think about it, rather than doing something worthwhile.... they go and create "stupid" tension. The world would be a much better place if these kinds of people didn't exist because they are just wasting space on this planet! All you mean people can rot in hell.